Apocalyptica

[apocalyptica]

name;; Apocalyptica
nickname;; N/a
age;; Five
breed;; Shire
color;; Ebony
markings;; Wide blaze and high stocking on all four legs.
gender;; Female
height;; 19 hh
how'd you find us;; Wondering different site links. Yours was cought my eye.

*personality;; This mares has some Glibness and Superficial Charm. Manipulative and Conning. She never recognize the rights of others and see her self-serving behaviors as permissible. She appears to be charming, yet is covertly hostile and domineering, seeing her victim as merely an instrument to be used. She enjoys dominate and humiliate her victims. She feels entitled to certain things as "her right." She is an Pathological Lier. Has no problem lying coolly and easily and it is almost impossible for her to be truthful on a consistent basis. She can create, and get caught up in, a complex belief about her own powers and abilities.

Extremely convincing and even able to pass any lie detector tests. Lack of Remorse, Shame or Guilt she has a deep seated rage, which is split off and repressed, is at her core. She does not see others around them as equines, but only as targets and opportunities. Instead of friends, she has victims and accomplices who end up as victims. The end always justifies the means and she lets nothing stand in her way. Her emotions are Shallow. When she shows what seems to be warmth, joy, love and compassion it is more feigned than experienced and serves an ulterior motive.

Outraged by insignificant matters, yet remaining unmoved and cold by what would upset a normal person. Since she is not genuine, neither are her promises. She feels she has the incapacity for love. She liveson the edge. With Verbal outbursts and physical punishments twords herselfl. Promiscuity and gambling are at her wits... She is unable to empathize with the pain of her victims, having only contempt for others' feelings of distress and readily taking advantage of them. She believes she is all-powerful, all-knowing, entitled to every wish, no sense of personal boundaries, no concern for her impact on others. Not concerned about wrecking others' lives and dreams. Oblivious or indifferent to the devastation they cause. She does not accept blame, but blames others, even for acts she obviously committed.
*history;; Apocalyptica is not one to tell anyone about her past. She feels no pity for herself and would rather not be judge by it. As any equine, she had been born in a herd. However her mother was raped. The lead stallion not knowing of this, figure Static was his own foal. Her mother never telling the truth. Fearing rejection and becomming an outcast. However something clicked in the lead stallions head about Apocalyptica. Something he did not like. As a year passed, her mother showed much distance from the filly. Little did any of them know, the stallion who was her real father had showed up. Calling Apocalyptica's mother out before the herd.

He smirked hearing of the mare's lying. Watching as the trust withing the herd had turned them all against each other. This had been his plan all along. When the bond had been broken and the herd weak, he attacked with his own army and Apocalyptica watched as the herd burned and their bodies broken. She stood alone, given a choice of joining them or burning alive. Without a second glance, she went with the herd. Learning their ways and becomming what she is today.

*picture;; CLICK!

[Tayy!]

I am seriously in love with this horse, can NOT wait to see her in action!
ACCEPTED. <3